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December 8 – Beautifully Different. Think about what makes you different and what you do that lights people up. Reflect on all the things that make you different – you’ll find they’re what make you beautiful.

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One of the main things that make me different, in my opinion, is that I have adopted a very positive attitude. This is a change that I have noticed in myself in the past few years, I wasn’t always like this. I see the good in people. I like to find a solution to a problem, and I try to give everyone and everything a chance. I believe in self-fulfilling prophecies and think that if you approach something with a negative attitude, if you don’t give it a chance from the get-go, it will turn out bad. Basically, if you think that something is going to suck, it will. That’s why I generally try to keep a positive attitude. Don’t get me wrong, I do get disappointed when something doesn’t work out the way I wanted, but I always try to find something positive about it that will make it less disappointing.
A couple of months ago, I received an email from a recruiting company looking for someone for a company in a very small town. At first I thought, hell no, I’m not moving to a small town. I decided to apply for the job anyway, mainly because I thought I had to. I received the offer via the job center and thought that it might influence what little benefits I do receive from them if I don’t apply, though in hindsight I don’t think it would have. I was also thinking that I might be able to move to the bigger city nearby and commute. I was invited for a job interview with the recruiting company, and was also invited for a job interview by the employing company a couple of weeks later. I was honestly a bit surprised because I didn’t fit their profile that well, I thought.
By then I had found out that commuting wouldn’t be possible because of how far the company is located from the local train station. I realized that I would have to move to this very small town if I worked there. I wasn’t very excited but decided that going to the interview wouldn’t hurt. At the very least, it would give me some more practice for interviewing situations. I also thought that if the job offer was decent, I might just accept it and essentially settle because who knows when another job would come along. The interview went very well, and I was generally very impressed with the company and how welcoming they were. After the interview I was actually really considering the company not just based on, ‘well, at least it’s a job,’ but based on, ‘hey it might actually be a good job.’ They didn’t make me feel like I ought to be grateful to even be considered for the job, and like it was only me who had to convince them of my abilities. They were also applying for me as a potential employee.
I knew that if I was going to be offered the job, I would not have too much time to consider the offer. I knew that they were going to get back to me within two weeks and that I should know whether I really wanted the job or not by then. After lots of thinking and talking to friends, I decided that I would take the job unless they didn’t meet my expectations in terms of salary. Yes, I would be living in a tiny town, but it’s not that far from Munich. I would easily be able to go to Munich for the weekend if I wanted to. Besides, there are a few larger towns in the area as well. Yes, the train only runs every hour which isn’t very frequent, but all that means is I would have to plan. I can do that.
On the upside, I would be living within walking distance from work – well, I would have to live within walking distance because there is no local public transport and I don’t own a car. I would also be able to ride my bike virtually everywhere in town once the snow melts. Another plus is that renting is very cheap in that town. Once the probationary period would end, I could buy a car which would also solve the transportation issue and make surrounding cities a lot more accessible. It would be a challenge, but I like challenges. It would definitely help me build character, it would make me more flexible and better at adapting to new and unknown situations. It would be a really good first step into the job market. And who knows, I might actually like it there! I would be determined to make the best of it and I would find a way to make it work.
After about two weeks I heard back from them, and they wanted to see me for another interview. That interview took place yesterday. After about 20 minutes it was clear that I would get the job unless I said something extremely stupid in reply to their questions.
I accepted the job.
Yes, people, I have a job!!! As of mid January I will no longer be unemployed! I found a good job that sounds like it has lots of potential to become something even better with a company I am very impressed with. I have shared some of the frustrations of job hunting on this blog, and I am so glad that that is over. It’s a permanent position (after the usual 6 month probationary period), and I consider myself lucky to have gotten a permanent position so soon after graduating.

